Sunday, August 14, 2011

that sucks.

Well, tonight was a huge disappointment for me. After weeks of happiness, it all fell through. Knew it was going to happen, but I was hoping for it to be on my terms. Oh well. Thanks to a dear, good friend I got the feelings off my chest and was validated that I wasn't the one at total fault. Now I guess I'll just focus my energy on packing for school and surviving the week. I just...I'm at a loss and quite frustrated. I really hope that this last year in college goes well. I really need it to.

Speaking of school. I found the grad school I want to go to and talked to the admissions person in the department I'm going to enter. They are really positive about it and all looks good. Plus, I may even have a roommate and be able to get an apartment instead of commuting every day! Yay!

So that's where I'm at. I need to pack up my clothes, movies, books, craft things and shoes. I need to get my car in order for a two day trip. And I need to get my heart and mind in shape. This was a disappointing night, but tomorrow is going to be so much better.