Today I am supposed to go to Kansas and the general feeling of ugh is starting to plague me. I should have spent the past hour getting ready, however, I haven't. My car isn't cleaned out, my bag isn't packed, dogs aren't put up, etc. I haven't even done the simplest thing of putting in my contacts. That's how awesomely lazy I am right now. Its not like I don't want to do, its more of I don't want to drive. I want everything to be a lot closer. I'm worried about my dogs. I just don't want to have to find out that I have to do laundry. I don't know which books to take. I'm tired. There's a list of things that are stopping me from getting started. None of them really valid. I guess its the main thought of going there really means summer is about to end for me.